Thursday, May 29, 2014

A Question of Education

There are no more toys allowed in kindergarten. No puzzles, no paints, no games to be played and explored. Some people believe that in order for the world to become more successful and have increasingly intelligent generations is to focus only on facts. So if we wipe away the color and take all of the imagination away, will the children really benefit? Will they run our nation better due to their impeccable education?  Or are they destined to be nothing more than robots? Another issue is that increasing the already stressful education system is causing mental health problems for many students in junior high through college. Change is necessary to help these children grow up to be well rounded academically and emotionally.
Although my early elementary school memories are a blur, there are a few things that will forever stick out in my mind; the rainbow banner we painted that hung above the window all sloppy with our fingerprints in every color of paint imaginable or the comfy red rug in which we sat to tell our stories every day. We could draw, we could paint, we could color and sing and explore the parts of our mind we were still struggling to use effectively. I would build terrariums of the ocean and cover them with every sea creature that I could think of- and to imagine all of this gone is baffling.
I am against the idea of taking the creativity out of learning, which seems to be the essential goal. Who will be the inventors of the coming generations? You can teach children facts and dates, it is an extremely important part of being educated but it is not the only thing. Giving a student a textbook, especially at such a young age where their childhood is in full bloom, the grass never looked greener and sun never shone brighter in their small eyes that have just began to understand the world around them. Fact may never change; dates of historical battles will remain the same just as books cannot be unwritten. But who will continue on and create more? Who will help us advance and inspire others to build new monuments, write new books, create new inventions, add to the New York City skyline? Common core can’t teach them how to be creative. I’m not sure if expert memorizers that we are raising just to pass tests would make valuable inventors or artists or writers or architects.
The words that seem to be buzzing around in schools all throughout America are “college ready.” Everywhere I go they calculate the newest numbers needed to get into a decent school, everyday new standards of “college readiness.” I have done my research and teachers have said that there is no time for creative approaches at learning when there is so much to be done in order to be deemed as “college ready.” I understand this and do agree that learning math, science, literature, and foreign language are all important aspects of education. But without creativity and without looking at things from different views rather than just taking notes from a textbook, how can we ever be truly educated? In Eleanor Roosevelt’s speech, “What I Hope to Leave Behind,” she states, “It is almost entirely a question of education. There is such thing as going through the world blindfolded.”
                It’s time to take the blindfold off, to teach children from a young age to admire the world around them, to write or draw or express how it makes them feel, to just take time to appreciate the physical world around us instead of sitting behind the desk for hours trying to be “college ready” at the age of twelve. To me there are several aspects of being educated: knowledge and curiosity. An educated person studies not for the test but for life. They learn because their mind wants to know, to hold as much as it can and jam little facts and ideas into every nook and cranny possible.
                Teachers and the Board of Education should try to make time for creativity. Because they are directing the future scientists, mathematicians, authors, poets, painters, doctors, etc. but no matter their future career, they are directing the future of our country. If equipping them only with ideal standardized test scores and nothing more, they may be “college ready” but not necessarily prepared for life.
                Another issue that I find awful in the school system is the effect is has on teenagers and young adults. If you have a free moment today or tomorrow or whenever, go to google and type in “school makes me” and watch the results pop up. School makes me cry. School makes me depressed. School makes me suicidal. School makes me want to hurt myself. The results are appalling. Due to this concept of “college readiness” there is pressure like never before. The pressure is suffocating all teenagers causing suicidal thoughts, depression, and anxiety. The pressure to be perfect, ideal students is louder than ever before. Some teachers try to motivate using threats such as “If you don’t pass this test, you fail this class.” Incidents such as those create a tense learning environment and discourages students from studying because failure seems to an inevitable fate.
                I also believe lack of creativity plays a part in the issue of struggling, unhappy students. Not every teenager understands chemistry or trig perfectly and if other classes aren’t readily available how will they ever realize that their talent may not lie in calculations of equations or in the periodic table of elements but perhaps they can paint a beautiful picture or write an inspiring piece of literature. In the words of Albert Einstein, “Everybody is a genius. But if you judge a fish by its ability to climb a tree, it will spend its whole life believing that it is stupid.” We all have different talents and interests and everyone should be admired for them. Passion and inspiration feed education, without the passion there can be no progress.
                Some teachers and authority figure of the Board of Education may disagree and believe that putting all of this pressure to be “college ready” is a positive thing. Taking the color out of learning can help them focus perhaps. But to them I can only say think back to your education, to your passion, to your favorite subject and imagine having never discovered it or pursued it.

                Education needs change in order for the coming generations to thrive. Teachers need to break the boundaries and put down the textbook every once and a while and teach from the heart, from the fire of their passion for the subject they teach. Learning is not about standardized test scores. People all over the world do not fight for standardized tests, the fight for knowledge. They fight because their minds want to know everything there is to know. When the world came about or who discovered what in history and what monuments stand for and whom were important leaders in the world. We have the power, the opportunity, and the freedom to learn. We must find a way to use it properly and to inspire our students and remind them how truly blessed they are to be able to be educated not just “college ready.”

Thursday, May 8, 2014

Scar Tissue

We use people as bandages, when one falls off we apply a fresh one.
To mend, to ease, to disguise the hurt that lies beaneath.
You use her in the dense air as your bodies rise and fall like ocean tides on an old, dirty mattress.
You can't look her in the eye...
If you do, you're afraid your mind will start to wander and begin to realize you were lost a long time ago.
You're alone for a reason
You're bitter for a reason
You walk down the street and you would never show it, but you're scared.
The world changes constantly, there is always something new or different or absent and one day what if its you.
You see a girl, thick makeup, scraggly hair, puffs of cigarette smoke escape her mouth.
You roll your eyes. But you didn't know that under her sleeves there are bandages to heal wounds the same as yours.
We all hurt for a reason.
Our flesh is nothing but scar tissue.